Life is not EASY ...

I juz dunno wat am i thinkin rite now ...
I dunno wat 2 do ...
I dunno wats wrong wif me ...
I dunno how 2 cheer myself up ...
I dunno how 2 help myself ...

I need 2 calm down but I can't ...
I need some help but I dunno where 2 get help ...
I need some air to refresh myself but I don hav the mood ...
I need freedom but I juz can't find it ...
I need A LOT OF THINGS but I juz don hav it ...

Wat can I don now ?? Nothin ..
Wat can i say ?? Nothin ...
Wat can I tink ?? Nothin ...

I can't stand this life anymore ...
I juz feel so sick ... so worried ... so fearful ... so desperate ... so weak .... so stressful ...
N I'm tellin the truth .
But I juz dunno y am i lyk this ..

I tried 2 hide these feelings fro my family & my frens & from every1 .
I dunno y I juz don dare 2 share it out ...
The only thing I can do is share wif God .
But I stil feel the same thing .
I'm juz not dat strong enuf to go over these things ...

I did think through bout this .
1st mayb was bcoz of scul ...
2nd mayb was bcoz of homeworks ...
3rd was mayb bcoz of frenz ...
4th was mayb bcoz of family ...
5th was bcoz of the guy dat I had a crush on ...
I can't tink anymore ...

I juz hope that I can get through all this easily wif God's help ...
I don wan 2 burden the others neither God ...
Hope that after this day or sumtin ...
Everything wil go back 2 normal n this wil never happen again ...
Reli hope so ...